| I could slip away and do all the things I want when all the world's watching Pacquaio beat Cotto. |
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| Ok. Before I sleep I should at least tell the world what Ive been thinking... In case something goes wrong?
So we've been looking for a place to live after that wretched Ondoy mishap. We can't stay in kuya's 1 bedroom Ortigas condo for the rest of our lives. We're looking for a 3 bedroom townhouse/condo/apartment around P25,000-P30,000. It should be accessible to the LRT2, & im gona die of fatigue if it isnt. (well I ended the last semester away from the LRT2, & it was so tiring that i slept through all the remaining NCM102 classes) We already found a great deal somewhere in the Libis area, but commuting would be a real problem. My family won't allow me to reside in a dormitory in Manila. Go figure
Well I dont like condos. Theyre suicidal in nature. Elevators are either empty (the security cam's watching your every move) or packed with tall Koreans (not that anything's wrong with them, all of the sudden I'm the tourist). Windows are easily opened, I could jump right out without anyone noticing. Well except for the mess I'll make. People smoke all the time, drink all the time. Moms dont realize that we hear them reprimanding their children over spilled milk and cartoons. Grown men listen to the Wonder Girls singing "Nobody, Nobody but you" and it's giving me the creeps. The laundry shop steals your clothes. You die of hunger cause carienderias are far from being home-cooked & Ministop Escriva's fried chicken is full of flour and oil. You're expected to observe silence in the halls. You should observe proper conduct, for the sake of other guests.
Now why am I complaining? Its because its different from home. Its different from that house on 4 Copenhagen. That house has my soul attached to it. I am part of that house and I've been taken away from it permanently. What the hell. It would take me months before I really destroy my thoughts on September 27.
And another thing, a car almost ran over me this afternoon. Driver didn't even honk the horn! Now why didn't you just get on with it? Oh and Haddon's first chapter for A Spot of Bother is what I've been thinking of for the past weeks! Now come on, I've got to be in the worst bout of writer's block. thank you & thank you! |
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| Its simple, i am killing myself slowly |
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| sandali lang. naghahanap ako ng bagong paraan. |
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